Mm. I guess you're right. I guess I just feel conflicted. She's on Taisho with my parents but now I feel like I can't trust anyone over there because of it. It's probably not fair to lump everyone together and she wasn't in her right mind, but I feel like we should be careful of Taisho from now on. I don't know...
[sigh.]
It was scary. I don't want to experience something like that again.
Nor should you. I do not think avoiding Taisho for now would be unwise. Still, just as your feelings came from this event between you two, they could change when something else arises. I would not close your heart to that possibility when you are ready for it.
I’m afraid that if I did forgive her eventually that she would take advantage of it, like she used my relationship with my mother to get me to let my guard down. Though... now I don’t know what’s right or wrong. I want to hate her for what she did but I’ve never hated someone before. It doesn’t feel right no matter what and makes my chest hurt remembering what happened.
[leaning her cheek atop Ren's head with a small sigh]
That is often how I feel when pushed by other's actions. For now, instead of exhausting ourselves further, let us think of more pleasant things. What should we do now that we are freed from that place? Save showers and rest, of course.
Hm... well I never say no to food but you’re right. Maybe when everyone is rested. The other idea is maybe a movie night? I don’t use the theater, but maybe we can vote on what seems the most fun.
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[sigh.]
It was scary. I don't want to experience something like that again.
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[Resting her head against Glacies’ shoulder.]
I feel tired just being mad.
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That is often how I feel when pushed by other's actions. For now, instead of exhausting ourselves further, let us think of more pleasant things. What should we do now that we are freed from that place? Save showers and rest, of course.
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