I’m afraid that if I did forgive her eventually that she would take advantage of it, like she used my relationship with my mother to get me to let my guard down. Though... now I don’t know what’s right or wrong. I want to hate her for what she did but I’ve never hated someone before. It doesn’t feel right no matter what and makes my chest hurt remembering what happened.

[Resting her head against Glacies’ shoulder.]

I feel tired just being mad.